Calm 2 .16.11 {unedited, unfinished, but seems appropriate now}

Can I find creativity in the calm?
Again here, chasing ghost.
Thanks for sharing, I think
And then retreat
Not sure again

Can I find creativity in the calm?
Chemical addiction
A natural high
Created by someone
Who always says good-bye

Can I find creativity in the calm?
Truths revealed
Fantasy forgotten
Which way will it go
I wait

Can I find creativity in the calm?
It's easy when I'm in love
It's easy when I grasp and hold
Not easy when confused and calm

Can I find creativity in the calm?
Is there a future
It all makes sense now
you said it would

Can I find creativity in the calm?
I want to come to you
Passwords not forgotten
But I'm scared
Scared of rejection
unanswered emails
cleaning a flower
Of being a joke

Can I find creativity in the calm?
I could wait
response forth coming
You will leave soon
Opportunity awaits


Can I find creativity in the calm?
I want to meet you
But that's your game, I think.
Suspended excitement
Love and shame

Can I find creativity in the calm?
You know me
I want a chance
To meet and dance
Afraid to ask
I love you
Unending tears